Chapter 5 Two mornings later, when Straker entered his outer office, Miss Ealand gave him a smile and handed him his mail. As he glanced through it, he said, “Anything on the agenda for today?” “Yes, sir. You have the writers meeting at ten.” He frowned at her. “Isn’t there anyone else who can take that?” She’d known he would balk. “Mr. Freeman specifically asked if you would handle it for him.” The commander sighed. “Damn. The sooner he gets back here and things go back to normal, the better!” “Yes, sir,” she said smoothly, fighting a smile. “How is the colonel?” “Griping about his physical therapy and hitting on the nurses.” Now she did smile. “I’m glad to hear he’s doing well.” He sighed again. “Anything else he’s saddled me with?” “No, sir. But a Mila Stronghurst called and wishes to see you at two.” He met her eyes in surprise. “Oh?” “Yes. Isn’t she that photographer who’s been making waves in the art community? Are we planning to do a documentary on her?” “No.” He thought a minute, then said, “Very well, Miss Ealand. I’ll see her at two.” He headed for his office, but turned back in the doorway. “And have security here when she arrives.” “Sir?” “Just do it, Miss Ealand.” “Yes, sir.” * * * The writers meeting was every bit the nightmare he’d expected it to be. He didn’t know how Alec put up with such childishness from the staff week after week. Finally, after ten minutes of listening to their petty bickering and arguing, he told them if it didn’t stop immediately, they were all fired. The room got very quiet, but amazingly the rest of the meeting managed to be quite productive. Afterward he wondered if Alec would tell him he’d been too harsh, but he didn’t care. He’d gotten results, hadn’t he? He returned to his studio office after lunch to find the security detail waiting. He gave them a nod of acknowledgment on his way into his inner office. Five minutes later, Miss Ealand contacted him. Miss Stronghurst had arrived for her appointment. “Send her in, Miss Ealand,” he said, feeling confident enough after his morning to handle whatever the photographer had in store for him. He stood as she entered, inwardly bracing himself for the ordeal ahead. But as he met her open smile, he sighed in defeat. He’d tried – he really had – to deny everything she’d told him the night of the party. To find some reason why it was a hoax or a con or anything but what it had been. Which was something that would once more irrevocably change his view of reality. He didn’t need the questions accepting such a major shift in thinking would bring, nor did he want to deal with the answers when they came. His life was hard enough to handle just as it was. Surely there was a limit to how much weirdness a man could be asked to accept in one lifetime? But there was no getting around the fact that her exotic eyes were friendly and intelligent and without guile. Or that she still had an undeniable aura that glowed softly around her! “Miss Stronghurst.” She shook his hand and took the chair in front of his desk. “Mr. Straker. Thank you for seeing me. I know you’re busy, so I’ll try not to take up too much of your time.” “I appreciate that,” he said, sitting back down and resigning himself to hear whatever she had to say. “It took me a while, but I was eventually able to find Grandmother Conaawa. She relocated to hill country since I’d last spoken to her, so I had to track her down. However, when I told her your story, she was very interested in helping us find your family. She said such things happen rarely, but they do occur. Earthling or Uphorian, in the end we are all only human and therefore fallible.” “I see. Did she have any idea where to begin?” Mila frowned slightly. “Not really. I had hoped from my description of you that she might remember someone who resembled you – anyone who might possibly be a relative and could help us narrow our search. But she could think of no one. Indeed, she eventually told me that it would probably be fruitless to look for your family without you there to study firsthand.” His brows raised in surprise. “Study? What does she require? A blood sample?” Mila shook her head with a wry smile. “No, Mr. Straker. Uphoria is not run like Earth. What she needs is to touch your hands, to gaze into your eyes, to gauge your soul. These are the essential elements needed for her to try to locate your heritage. My words alone were not enough to give her the necessary insight.” “So, you’re saying I would have to go there to find out more.” She shrugged. “I realize that you do not wish to travel to Uphoria. I don’t understand why you prefer not to visit your homeworld, but I do respect your decision not to go. There may be a few avenues open to us here. Did you have the chance to speak to your parents?” At that, he stood up and went to the window, gazing out at the lots without really seeing them. “Yes, I spoke to them. They told me I was found as a baby in the hole of a tree in the woods on their property.” “What?” He turned as she stood and met her startled eyes. “Is there a problem with that?” he asked somewhat stiffly. He found it extremely embarrassing to have to discuss such things with her. “Mr. Straker . . . !” She faltered to a stop, letting fall the hand that instinctively reached out to him. She shook her head sadly. “I am so sorry. I considered your lack of knowledge of your origins a mystery to be solved, and I wanted to help you find the answers. But no Uphorian would abandon their child. It’s . . . it’s unthinkable! Therefore, I can only assume that some calamity struck your family, one so severe that their only recourse was to leave you there in the woods in the hopes that a fellow Uphorian might stumble across you. And if that is so, perhaps you will be much better off not knowing what happened to them. As much as it grieves me to say, in your case, perhaps ignorance is bliss.” “It was,” he said quietly. “However, Pandora’s box has been opened now, and I know too much to let it be. Can’t you see that?” Mila sighed. “Yes.” Her hands gestured restlessly. “I can only say once more that I am sorry. It was never my intention to wound you.” Straker’s throat wanted to close at her acknowledgment of his pain. He cleared it before he spoke. “I love my parents. They have never been anything but good to me. All my life I marveled at their kindness, afraid that someday they would realize how odd I was and no longer want me around.” His eyes met hers briefly, then he looked back out the window. “You see, I always knew I didn’t belong to them. No one said anything to me; it was just something that was always at the back of my mind, a knowledge so irrefutable that I didn’t even try to deny it. To learn now that it wasn’t paranoia or some masochistic fantasy, but that it was the truth – in a way it sets me free to finally accept their love in the manner in which they gave it. Instead of feeling as though I’d somehow stolen it or taken it under false pretenses.” He turned back to face her, surprised to see that his were not the only eyes with tears in them. “I’ve never spoken to anyone about this. I’m not even sure why I’m telling you now, except that I want you to understand that what you’ve told me has helped me. It hasn’t all been bad news.” “I’m glad,” she said softly, laying her hand over her heart. “Please know that I will hold your confidence sacred, telling no one.” “Thank you.” He felt oddly moved by her words and had to swallow before he could continue. “If you think that Grandmother Conaawa can help me learn what happened to me and my family, then I will go with you to Uphoria and speak to her. Let her study me. Whatever it takes to find out the truth.” “Then I will take you to her.” He nodded his gratitude. “My schedule is free for the afternoon. Will we need to go far? My car is at your disposal.” Mila smiled. “I don’t believe it will be necessary to leave the studio. You have a meadow here that you use for filming, don’t you?” “Yes, but it’s rather full of actors and film crews at the moment, since we’re doing a film there right now.” “Oh.” She thought a moment. “Do you perhaps have somewhere on your studio lots where there are trees?” He met her eyes. “Yes. I know just the place. And it’s secluded there, so we shouldn’t be bothered.” He headed for the door, but turned back to ask, “Will this take very long? I’m not quite sure how to explain to my secretary where to reach me if something comes up.” She grinned at him, relaxing now that he seemed determined to go with her. “That’s not a problem. We’ll be a while, I’m sure, but it’s a simple matter for us to return to Earth just after we left. So no one will even be aware that you were gone.” “Really?” he asked, greatly intrigued. “How is that accomplished?” She merely shook her head with a lingering smile, since by this time the door had opened and they had left the office. The security detail stood at attention when they came out, awaiting orders. Straker paused a moment, then said to them, “Please follow Miss Stronghurst and myself to the park on the back lot and make sure that once there, we are not disturbed.” Lt. Gerard blinked to hear such a command from his rigidly moral commander, but kept his expression blank as he answered, “Yes, sir.” He did, however, share a brief shocked look with his companion as they followed Commander Straker and his guest out of the office. Miss Ealand was grateful that no one had noticed her jaw drop open. She quickly closed it and went back to work, but had to remind herself quite forcibly over the next half hour that she was an exemplary secretary and never asked uninvited questions. * * * The two security operatives kept a discreet distance on the walk through the lots to the park, making it possible for Straker to ask Mila once more how they could return to Earth just after leaving? Was it some kind of time travel? She told him, “No. It’s much simpler than that. It’s mind over matter.” “Excuse me?” She grinned at his bafflement. “I suppose I should warn you, since you weren’t raised on Uphoria, that our world is a little different from what you are used to here. Have you ever wished for something so deeply that you could almost reach out and touch it? Even though you could not?” “Yes, of course. I’m sure everyone has at one time or another. Why do you ask?” “Because on Uphoria it is important to keep such thoughts under strict control.” When she said nothing more, he glanced at her. “Why?” She met his eyes seriously. “Because on Uphoria there are no barriers between thought . . .” She put her hand to her head for a moment, then held it out to him cupped as if it contained something. “. . . and substance.” He was quite startled. “Good God!” She nodded at his understanding. “Yes. It is not a situation that Earthlings have the self-control to handle. But I have faith in your ability to keep your thoughts in line, Mr. Straker. You exude a stoic restraint that is quite admirable in one not raised in a society that adheres to that philosophy. I have to believe that it is your heritage coming to the surface in spite of your lack of knowledge concerning your origins.” He was still a bit shaken by the concept of his every thought becoming a reality and wasn’t as confident of his self-control as she seemed to be. He took a deep breath, then said, “I’ll do my best.” Mila gave him a reassuring smile. “I am certain that will be enough.” “Anything else I need to know about Uphoria before I go there?” he asked, wondering what other surprises were in store for him on this new world. She grinned at his dry tone. “Well, no. But you may have a few rumors to dispel once you return to Earth.” “What do you mean?” he asked, puzzled. She gestured to the two security men following them. “I believe your men think we’re going to the woods for an assignation.” He met her eyes in shock, then as he thought back over how he had worded his orders to the security detail, he sighed ruefully. “I see. Hmmm. I’m afraid that interpretation never occurred to me. Shall I apologize in advance for any discomfort such a rumor may cause you?” Mila laughed. “Not at all. I shall quite enjoy it, I assure you. Everyone will flock to my gallery, wanting to know how I managed to turn your head. I’ll be the talk of the town for a week at least!” He eyed her closely. “Are you certain that it won’t bother you?” “Quite certain, Mr. Straker,” she said placidly. “I couldn’t pay for the kind of publicity I shall get out of this misunderstanding. I only hope it doesn’t distress you.” “Not in the least,” he said, his voice as dry as dust. “Something like that’s bound to help my image around here more than you know.” She turned to him, her golden eyes sparkling. “That’s the spirit!” He surprised himself by chuckling. They left the security guards at the entrance to the park and followed a path through a small stand of trees until it came out into parkland. “Oh, how beautiful!” Mila exclaimed, looking all around her. Straker smiled. “That’s what I think too, every time I come here.” She turned to him, touching his arm for a moment in silent understanding. “This place,” she said softly, “looks very much like certain locations on Uphoria. I think perhaps you remember more of your homeworld than you know.” He frowned. “How is that possible? If I was ever there, I would have been a tiny baby.” She rested her hand against his jacket – against his heart – for a moment. “There are some memories that do not need eyes to see.” In her cryptic words and unusual eyes he suddenly glimpsed a world he’d never considered before. A world where the heart knew more than the mind. He drew in a breath, full of wonder at the idea. Then she lowered her hand to her side and glanced purposefully around them. And the moment was gone. When she turned back to him, she was smiling. “What do you think of that tree, Mr. Straker?” she asked, pointing to a thick oak that grew next to the stream. “Considering that I have absolutely no idea how we’re going to do this, I suppose it will do.” Mila chuckled. “Come then. I’ll show you.” He let her lead the way over to the tree and copied her movements as she placed her palms against the wide trunk. “Now what?” “What do you feel?” she asked him softly. “Bark,” he said, then wondered if he was missing something important by only stating the obvious. “Good,” she said with a smile. “And beneath the bark?” He looked at her in surprise. How could he feel what was under the bark? He almost asked the question aloud, but didn’t want to seem completely ignorant. So instead he focused on his hands and the bark they touched. “That’s it,” she encouraged. “Close your eyes and feel.” He nearly gasped when he felt something besides the coarse bark against his palms. “I feel . . . the trunk. The grain of it.” “And beyond that?” she asked in a whisper. He kept his eyes closed, letting his hands tell him what was there. “The sap!” he said in awe. “I can feel it flowing through the trunk.” “Concentrate on it,” she urged quietly. “Slow your heartbeat to match the rhythm of the sap as it glides through the tree. Feel the oak’s strength. Know its wisdom.” Her words made no sense, but somehow he understood them anyway. He lost himself in the feel of the tree around him, aware of its life almost as clearly as his own. Then she spoke. “Open your eyes, Mr. Straker. We are here.” He opened his eyes and realized that he was no longer in his park. And the tree he was touching was not an oak, but a young sapling. He met her eyes in surprise before turning to look everywhere at once. “Uphoria?” he asked her, unaware that he was grinning. Mila laughed. “Yes. We’re on Uphoria. Welcome home, Mr. Straker.”
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